Time after time I keep my blessings on repeat
Pray my lil ones grow up better and more wholesomer than me
Just believe in who you are and tell the world who you gone be
I'ma speak it into existence 'cuz I got power in my speech
I got blood in my eyes
But I want ice all in my teeth
To lett'em know that anything I say is valuable to me
First grade
I was having problems with my teach
Insecure 'cuz every girl said no one's uglier than me
And I felt that in my soul
Lions preying on the week
To top it off I had some pimples on my head that wouldn't leave
Nah they see why I'm so insecure and dodge people I see
My first crush broke my heart and told her friends about me
I had needles in my head they always came around my birthday
The one day I was happy for would always be my worst day
Swear to God I thought people was perfect I'm just missin' purpose
6th grade I started writing verses I was just too perverted
First and foremost I give my praise to the most high
Blessing be upon us and our children when we both die
Tunnel vision I can see my vision with my closed eyes
Ain't no better feelin' than success when we both try
Many days God'll show me lessons that he told me
And he say I got what you want 'cuz I control it
Crazy faith yeah I love my life but I don't own it
Fade away, two-four on my chest look like I'm Kobe
Yeah
Everybody acting like they need me
Solo my whole family don't see me
Only time they see me is on tv
Trust me this ain't easy
But I'm hurting
Only text my daddy when it's urgent
Don't answer my messages on purpose
Way too insecure about me hurtin'