I'm lookin' for something that I lost a while back I ain't tryin' to sound dramatic But I've got no patience for what I can't get back Listening to these people talkin', but I'm not talking I'm just listening, just pretending that I'm here, that I'm not there The ground's supporting me while my heart's breakin' I go outside I close the door I put my jacket on Because it's cold It feels like I'm losing myself And that's new to you It feels like I'm losing myself And that's new to you, to you Lookin' at my bank account And I'm feelin' lonely 'cause I got no money And my TV's not workin' I've got no patience, 'cause I don't speak German And now I'm back home And no one's calling But I'm not picking up the phone It feels like I'm losing myself And that's new to you It feels like I'm losing myself (is it for real) And that's new to you, to you (is it for real)