It's beginning to get harder now It feels like you're leaving now I feel so far, so hard to read And I looked in from another room And stood right in front of you But you looked far, looked right through me Piles of books I'll never read And a list of things I'll never be Group of people I'll never meet 'Til the end 'Til the end 'Til the end I said, "Let's talk for a little lie" Sat in the middle I lost my words, my knees felt weak And I don't know how I'm feeling now I don't read into how I'm not the best and I'm not the worst Piles of books I'll never read And a list of things I'll never be And nothing's where it used to be 'Til the end 'Til the end