Destructive, discouraging, isolated Words that describe a secluded mind In stillness I wither, yet deserted and enshrined Away from my wasted core Where structure has faded... A shadow that I crave to ignore In solitude I am reflected No more contempt for me to obtain The chain of endurance, broken in motion Once the portals lock one by one Restrain what may never become again Questions that have to be replied A shadow that wants to be fed One life that has to be taken I am not the one to decide Systematic procedures and regulation In general perspective As common as the rise of dawn Yet appalling to me Like the coming of a deadly storm Solitude reflected Socially rejected Fragments of the past To painful to confront Yet I am conscious of my task... As retribution lurks from below Decisions should have been made Fear, a life span taken by phobias Limited are the paths to take Narrow is the path to euphoria