I first saw the shadows in your mouth on a night out Hard to imagine now, I know you love the crowds Never say it out loud You want everyone to want you But now you're in exile on the couch Sleeping in your best dressed Thinking that'll get you back to bed Not on a night like this When you left me wasting away by the window Yet you come and ask me for relief As if it's not me who has been in heat Since I faked it just to get you out of me What if it's stinging nettle that's the remedy? Pain is cured with equal suffering What determines destiny? Always bound to be I don't want to believe But I wake in a strange pain, prognosis online Tells me I'm gonna die for real this time I conceal malaise, I cum quick to ease the aches I sweat through the sheets while you were on soma holiday You're an American dream, a fraught fantasy Visions in the stars on your ceiling When you left me wasting away by the window Yet you come and ask me for relief As if it's not me who has been in heat Since I faked it just to get you out of me What if it's stinging nettle that's the remedy? Pain is cured with equal suffering What determines destiny? Always bound to be