Was it too much of a thought? I weigh my love in your past convictions And I'm always reading into The things that you do And your contradictions Analyze the words that I say I'm going out of my mind Is my truth your fiction? String around my finger And a chain around my neck Scream into my eardrums And never let me forget Am I a stranger in my life? I'm going out of my mind Am I wasting more time with a love that's blind? Gabriel archangel Raphael, are you there? Can I pray to you in heaven Can I pray you'll make it well? If I'm a disappointment Let me be disappointed in myself Put the past behind us Let's move onto something else String around my finger And a chain around my soul Scream into my eardrums And never let me go Am I a stranger in my life? I'm going out of my mind Am I wasting more time with a love that's blind?