Stoned, stumbled down a lonely road Such a heavy old load Dead set and weighing on my back I won't carry it back I was alone I took a ride I didn't know what I would find That was it Forwards attitude and state of mind You make it better when you lay on down And I'm layin' on down But I just wanna feel something other than fear I don't wanna go back, but I can't stay here And I just wanna taste something other than tears I don't wanna go home, but I can't stay here Anymore now Hear voices singing all night long A familiar old song Across the valley where my mother lies By my father's side I was alone I took a ride I didn't know what I would find That was it But all the time it's eating up my mind And I knew, on the way to being doubled-crossed In a paradise lost But I just wanna feel something other than fear I don't wanna go back, but I can't stay here And I just wanna taste something other than tears I don't wanna go home, but I can't stay here Anymore now