When the rope got tight and burnt and cut your skin Did you ever second guess, was it too late? I can't breathe thinking about it I am choking myself Why didn't I message you on your birthday? You'll only ever be older than me for a couple more weeks What's the last thing that you said to me? "I thank God that I didn't dog you" I don't get it, I can't get it, I don't get it, I can't figure it out What's the bigger picture? Why didn't I message you on your birthday? You'll only ever be older than me for a couple more weeks Why didn't I message you on your birthday? You'll only ever be older than me for a couple more weeks You are the only thing on my mind I can't breathe anymore I feel the ribbon against my skin You are the only thing on my mind