I never really believed you were mine Even though that's how we're told to define love Love does not seek to control or confine Even though that's more than I can say of mine But maybe we just need a little more time To sit back and watch these knots unwind You know everyone's scared they're losing their minds But if you open your eyes, they're easy enough to find Too bad we're so fucking stoked to be blind I can't seem to shake what you said And I don't feel safe in my head I will be raised from the depths Of my sorrows, at least when I'm dead Mother, forgive me, I'm lost But I'll find my way home, whatever the cost I'll lay down my weapons and crawl My way back over all the boundaries I've crossed Well I know it's hard to loosen your grip But try to see you're hanging on to a sinking ship No matter what, just remember to breathe 'Cause I believe we got a few cards up our sleeve And everything is a part of the whole So don't let the black hole in you take control Everything has a reason to be So don't believe it when they tell you you're not free And it's you pitted against me I can't seem to shake what you said And I don't feel safe in my head I will be raised from the depths Of my sorrows, at least when I'm dead Mother, forgive me, I'm lost But I'll find my way home, whatever the cost I'll lay down my weapons and crawl My way back over all the boundaries I've crossed