All of my friends are starting their lives While I'm working nights tryna stay alive I heard my boy just bought his own house Told me I could crash while I figure it out Writing music that isn't popular anymore Drinking by the fire talking 'bout my own desires I know I'm sounding crazy Know you think I'm fucking lazy But you'll never understand You'll never understand I'm so high This life's like heroin Got me on my hands and knees There's no light Inside, I'm paralyzed But fuck it 'cause I'm in too deep I'm so high This life's like heroin Got me on my hands and knees There's no light Inside, I'm paralyzed Fuck it 'cause I'm in too deep My hometown has me missing the past Drinking in the dark, ditching bottles out back Goodbye to my memories of being at home Regretting every second since I took out that loan Writing music that isn't popular anymore At least that's what I'm told, I think I'm getting older I know I'm sounding crazy Know you think I'm fucking lazy But you'll never know No, no, no I'm so high This life's like heroin Got me on my hands and knees There's no light Inside, I'm paralyzed But fuck it 'cause I'm in too deep I'm so high This life's like heroin Got me on my hands and knees There's no light Inside, I'm paralyzed Fuck it 'cause I'm incomplete Yeah Whoo! Yeah, yeah, yeah Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I know my mind is a mess And so it is Tonight, it's hard for me to care My confidence makin' claims When liquor runs through my veins I swear it's all 'bout to change I'm not just faded I'm so high This life's like heroin Got me on my hands and knees There's no light Inside, I'm paralyzed But fuck it 'cause I'm in too deep I'm so high This life's like heroin Got me on my hands and knees There's no light Inside, I'm paralyzed Fuck it 'cause I'm in too deep