If I thought there was a chance to try this all again Could I find out who I was before I lost my innocence? It's getting harder every day To stay present and awake Staring at the past Lost in thoughts not meant to last I lie in bed awake Thoughts still racing through my head It feels like I'm always awake I need more sedatives We might not prevail, but somehow we adapt Waking up in time to watch the world collapse It's getting harder every day To stay present and awake Staring at the past Lost in thoughts not meant to last I lie in bed awake Thoughts still racing through my head It feels like I'm always awake I need more sedatives You're all that I can see You're all that I can breathe Now please quiet down the world So I can get some sleep I lie in bed awake Filled with existential dread It feels like I'm always awake I need more sedatives I need more sedatives I need more sedatives