Chemical joy swimming in my head A moment before we're dead again Spirits give the spirits meaning And then it's buried with the dead again Have you already given up your chance to fight? The reign begins and ends on this sacrifice If it was your last chance to breath Would you still call it suffering I'm not afraid to find out what i've left behind I'm half connected now A full disconnect A complete collapse I'm underneath it again Wasted youth that i staggered through Maybe i always knew all these complicated truths