Do you recall the time that I gave up my mind to you It's not the words it's the action I hold onto What are you missing because I want to be there for you This tunnel vision and its coming on bright and blue It's not a mission I don't even know what those words mean It's not a vision when I only see what you see How do we stand it so much uncertainty Yes I know this but one day I may proceed To be something like someone that you could see To be something like someone that you could need Around your house is somewhere that I could be In your arms or asleep Maybe it's the truth that it's almost over now While I was sleeping you spit me right out of your mouth I'll be the beacon flying from the Bible Belt Spend my days drinking and trying to remind myself Of what I had back then What did you have back then Just some time and some friends But what did you give them The biggest piece of myself And now I know I'll never take that out When will you come back home I never left I guess You found the meaning now I want to see myself To be something like someone that you could see To be something like someone that you could need Around your house is somewhere that I could be In your arms fast asleep