Maybe I should go to a doctor Tell him all about the things I've seen Talk about how I often hurt you When all you're trying to do is talk to me There's so much I'd say But I probably just won't go anyway Do you get tired of waiting for me When I sit on my hands? Are you tired of how I'm making demands? Can you tell me I'm not alone? Maybe I should go to a preacher Tell him all about the things I've done If I come to you for absolution Would that do anything for all I've wronged? There's still smoke in my lungs From all the breathing I did when I was growing up And I've got poison breath toward you And I can't hardly wait To live one whole day without making you wait Can I clean out my heart myself? There's smoke in my lungs From all the breathing I did when I was growing up And I've got poison breath toward you And I can't hardly wait To live one whole day without making you wait Can I clean out my heart myself? There's still smoke in my lungs From all the breathing I did when I was growing up And I've got poison breath toward you And I can't hardly wait To live one whole day without making you wait Can I clean out my heart myself? Can I clean out my heart myself? Can I clean out my heart myself?