Are you still watching me? And will you stare endlessly? I might be a spot to rest your eyes on But I am still invisible I will be your disgrace I can 't live up to your level just can 't So I tear down expectations You had high hopes for me I was high on dope mostly You were on the streets to search I was on the streets for merch Oh, don't just sit there watching me I've got my own problems don 't you see? No need to go on When I hate my own reflection I know you loved me I loved you back - occasionally