There's a beast lying low in the weeds There's a promise that I'd like to keep Inching closer with eyes set on me Set on me There's a halo of hurt around my head Keeps my chin pinned real deep in my chest Beneath a large woven web when I rest With far too much dread for some feathers to catch I don't belong here was all that I said Spiraling downward, I was out of my head I'd never hurt you if left with a choice But something's been aching for most of my life Most of my life There's a whole lot I've buried below You only know what I want you to know Mostly I use you to lessen the load All I do is take, take, take, take I don't belong here was all that I said Spiraling downward, I was out of my head I'd never hurt you if left with a choice But something's been aching for most of my life Most of my life Sleeping in a coffin Trying to get to heaven Drown in holy water Again and again Dwindled little spirit Narrowed down to nothing Just above the surface Just as the tide's rolling in