My secret, my truth, I didn't want to swim away from you Abandoning your sinking ship I was treading water in a world of blue There's a zillion fish in these waters of you more deservedly I left you for dead, 'it's a big bad ocean out there' we'd always said... I'll swallow anything you've got to avoid that memory It seemed the brighter the sun The blacker the shadow following me Everytime I turned and looked back expecting to see crystal clearly I was right for not you and you wrong for me perfectly too My secret truth