I've been kinda homeless Since you went to Tennessee I'm halfway off the grid, and more Then halfway out to see My head's a little clearer I erased the cocaine dealer off my phone And I've been staying with some friends You know the kind that pay their rent And on their homes Well I haven't been quite sober Since you went away last spring You know I needed a couple in me Just to get my ring off But I swear I'm getting better With each confession letter that I write But baby, it's such a drag to see our friends When you're out starting your new life Your new life, yeah Well I've taught myself to sing While you were out doing your thing Did you stop and think While I was out For a drink And I've been kind of wishing that you never went away The future is unwritten, Lord But I'm just saying I don't know what I'm doing I don't know what I'm doing, half the time I'm face down, pillow talking to myself Just like I kinda lost my mind I'm face down, pillow talking to myself Just like I kinda lost my mind Half the time Face down, pillow talking to myself You really went a'walking I can't say that I blame you But I'm really not that same pathetic guy