Found a new companion But I couldn't read the signs Carnations and chocolate For my first real valentine Making her feel awful For her plan to break it off I knew I could shield her from hard feelings If I could abandon mine Passed her a note in history Through her best friend by her side You can't help not liking me I let her off the hook Expertly erasing How badly shook i was Cause something heavy Wouldn't let me Be my own valentine Always on the TV A better way to be me Hoping someone finally sees Well, how about that best friend Who sees me being sweet The scorned flowers and candy She's delighted to redeem While the one who loves me waits Withering inside Quieter than ever now Unseen, languishing While I chase anyone Who even looks at me Cause something heavy Won't let me Be my own valentine