I thought I was meant for something more than where I reside In the space between the cracks along the floor And I couldn't know what i'd become buried deep inside In a place that I've never been before I'm losing whatever made me breathe Whatever made me feel alive And I'm losing whatever made me dream Of anything but fear in my heart I'm losing me In a hole far too deep to let go I am growing my last hope Down so low, you can't know what it's like To not know what you want anymore I've found a home in rain and loam An escape from the flowers we've grown on And I'll explode far before we could know What it's like to not want anymore I'm losing whatever made me breathe Whatever made me feel alive And I'm losing whatever made me dream Of anything but fear in my heart And I'm losing whatever I believed Would carry me along in the dark I'm losing me Down this low you can't know what it's like To not know what you want anymore