I close my eyes to compensate my understanding of the truth
I close my eyes to turn away from obligations I withdrew
I don't wanna see how you talk to me
Pop a perc, all the pain flowing away, I'm free
I don't wanna see all the shit you do
Miss me all you want, 'cause I won't come through
Do you even care?
Maybe I'm too self-aware
Do you even care?
Life is so fucking unfair
Do you even care?
Block me, don't you fucking dare
Do you even care?
Close my eyes, 'cause I'm scared
I don't wanna see how you talk to me
I don't wanna feel what you feel about me
I don't wanna see the shit you did
Everything I do is the same bullshit
My life fucked up, break through shit
I don't wanna see how you wanna feel
About me, about me
I can't see what you see
Break my bones
Break my bones
My heart's a stone
I feel so alone
I don't wanna see how you talk to me
Pop a perc, all the pain flowing away, I'm free (free)
I don't wanna see all the shit you do (do)
Miss me all you want, 'cause I won't come through
Do you even care?
Maybe I'm too self-aware
Do you even care?
Life is so fucking unfair
Do you even care?
Block me, don't you fucking dare
Do you even care?
Close my eyes, 'cause I'm scared
Yeah, I been sad since 2010
Told myself I'd never live again
Life fucked up since then
I don't wanna talk ever again
I don't wanna talk ever again
I told myself I'd hate everything
I don't wanna talk again
Hate my life, I don't want nothing
I close my eyes to compensate my understanding of the truth
I close my eyes to turn away from obligations I withdrew