Haven't seen myself in a while Hey wild child, what you been up to Haven't seen the sun shine all week Yeah no I've just been downstairs Living through my fears Shedding all my tears Thinking everyone is watching No one even cares Damn is it really like that So I really need this Do I really go back Truly and honest an addict I just gotta have it I got me bag Fuck all the drama All y'all could have beef with me I ain't gone have none that back When I look up at the sky I don't even see stars Bitch I only see black Yeah we in the New York mobbing Know I got drip, check the closet Fucked him and made a deposit Hoe why you hating just stop it All of these bitches they copy I ain't gone lie it looks slop But if you happy then shit I ain't gone tell you to quit Haven't seen myself in a while Hey wild child, what you been up to Haven't seen the sun shine all week Yeah no I've just been downstairs Living through my fears Shedding all my tears Thinking everyone is watching No one even cares Big smoke like I'm a fucking chimney Bitch stop playing before I suck your titty Most of these hoes be fucking with me Most the people that be fucking with me is winning I just hit a bitch and I stole her cash Then I hit the dash like my name's Sha'Carri Now she's tryna fight, oou, she so scary Either way I'm gone with the wind like Perry One day I'll be so high I'll never come down One day I'll be so high I'll never come down