Stabbing me, you keep stabbing me Right above the kidney, oh good lord Why you stabbing me, why you stabbing me I don't fuck with too many, looking at me so funny I made you afraid of me, misery loves company I'm not perfect no, I'm not perfect, nowhere near that Now what did I, what did I do to deserve this Now I know I gotta couple screws loose in the toolbox I don't believe in perfect, cause I know that I'm not Why is it so hard to me, why is it so hard to breathe Maybe cause I gotta fucking knife stuck inside of me But don't jump to conclusions I'm just dying I'm not losing Watch blood in my veins, rush to my brain I can't explain, Et tu brute Above the kidney, brushing my lungs How could I not fear death, when you haven't died in me My whole world is caving in I never thought to kill myself, but living with who I was is challenging Where I'm headed is hopefully light And my angels from heaven, don't to put them cuffs on too tight Maybe I need to be talked to, maybe I need to just vent Dial 911, I need this pain to make sense Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep And if don't die before I wake, you know who to thank for this Stabbing me, a keep stabbing me Right above the kidney, oh good lord Why you stabbing me why you stabbing me I don't fuck with too many, looking at me so funny I made you afraid of me, misery loves company I'm not perfect no, I'm not perfect, nowhere near that Now what did I, what did I, do to deserve this