I'm not the one that they needed Gave me a call and said beat it, can you believe it? No longer dreaming Grouping em all for a beating, don't wanna see it, what is the meaning? Why am I doing the shit that I'm doing? Pursuing the things I should not be consuming Poison my body and drown it in acid Feel like my brain like my dick and it flaccid Weird shit, real talk Nothing makes sense when the dog barks No lights, masks off Flipping its head when I play smart Weird shit real talk No lights, masks off Big dream, small mind Lost in a world with no time! Lost in a world with no time! Sometimes I wish I wasn't, born to take away the pain But life goes on doesn't it, huh? Shit insane All the thoughts inside my head, they get infected Everytime one of my friends tell me someday I will look straight through it But I've been going dutch door since 2017 And I've been asking all these questions about them and me But only to myself and, not the ones I see I want to say it but I'm scared of letting myself free