I haven't heard you say goodnight Slip both your hands between my thighs Turn out the light, pulling me in Counting the freckles that ... my skin* I haven't felt you scratch my back I make a joke 'cause I know you will laugh My favorite sound, hope that you still Laugh just as much now I'm not there to hear I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep In your building that's only 16 blocks from mine I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake Loving every moment, doing alright You said if I really love you, then I'd understand Why a person like you needs some time So I'll let you go, hope you come home If you're really mine You were my sun, I saw a light I've always been happy, but sad in this life But you gave me more than something to keep Now I'm counting how many k's put me to sleep I want you to smile, to feel like enough 'Cause you deserve yellow and lions and love I hope you come back when you're doing well Forgive me for being the worst of myself And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep In your building that's only 16 blocks from mine I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake Loving every moment, doing alright You said if I really love you, I'd understand Why a person like you needs some time So I let you go and hope you come home If you're really mine, mmm I watch the sun go down at the beach Think about kissing your back and your cheek Watching the wind make home in your hair Thinking that I could die happy right there I took my phone to tape as you walked Down the white coast with your hand in my palm So I never forget how it feels to be home When I close my eyes, that's where I go And I'll lay awake hoping that you're asleep In your building that's only 16 blocks from mine I'll sleep all day hoping that you're awake Loving every moment, doing alright You said if I really love you, then I'd understand Why a person like you needs some time So I'll let you go and hope you come home If you're really mine