I don't want it I don't need it I'm so messed up with thoughts, I am defeated Hear their voices They are near Frozen blood inside my endless rivers I don't feel alive Still I don't want to quit And I go on pretending that I need it That I need it, do I need it? I'm so thankful for that instance, That you shared with, appearance of clearness And I'm dreaming And I'm dreaming And I'm dying while I'm dreaming I don't want to be a part of this destructive side Yeah, I wanna let it go and give them one more try But when I stand alone Under your dark cold sky I want to run away.