How did I get to where I've ended up I blame Myself as if I'm uninformed Was I inattentive Not sure if it's my fault But either way My environment is wrong My positioning is wrong Hold it Like a vessel filled with water An amphibian is caught in I have made a mistake If I'm static I perceive another climate Not aware that I am boiling Prone to do it again Wake me up I don't hold it lightly I haven't done I promise I'm still trying I'm surrounded by Warming water my Skin can't feel the harm Before I boil in the water I exist Not aware I self destruct In toxic Places I would rather not Be found to inhabit But somehow here we are But now I can Leave now I am awake Leave now I am awake Wake me up I don't hold it lightly I haven't done I promise I'm still trying I'm surrounded by Warming water my Skin can't feel the harm Before I boil in the water Wake me up I don't hold it lightly I haven't done I promise I'm still trying If I'm static Will I ever learn the climate See the danger on horizon Before I do it again Before I boil in the water When I'm overthinking I am wasting time Exit is attainable it's all in mind When I'm overthinking I am wasting time Exit is attainable it's all in mind If I'm static Will I ever learn the climate See the danger on horizon Before I do it again Maybe My positioning was faulty I made a mistake and then another What I was becoming More oblivious So wake me up Before I do it again Before I do it again Will I learn to feel the harm Before I do it again Will I learn to feel the harm Before I do it again