Wake up We spend these days Restless and waiting And the nights I spent climbing through windows They got me nowhere And all of those things that I wanted An insatiable lust for young flesh And I lost my youthful innocence so long ago So how sincere are your advances? And how sincere are my replies? (So how can I smile?) Anybodys can fill this hole (And dream awake) My God, this winter is killing me This cold air stings my face It chills me down to the bone Leaving my bed becomes a chore And I don't know how much longer I'm gonna last (This future) I long for the warmth of the spring And its promises of better things (Of wonder, of you) Coming into my life Fondly of these days past (I tip toe behind trees) Time spent thinking of you (To a night I can't forget) And the scent that's stained my memories A metallic kiss was all I could offer (I'll medicate my options) But the weight is gone "The season of singing has come" (Anything to kill regret) Saying farewell to this cold (From under a dream) And all those words I wrote were for you But you don't deserve them I'd take them back if I could But I can't control this pen in my hand And I can finally see that I don't need you Has never felt so good But the days are getting longer (To ensue and remove) And I still think