I know you're covered in dirt at the top of the stairs 'Cause if you don't care then I don't care I see you standing around like you're awaiting prayer But if you're not scared then I'm not scared I hope I don't hurt your feelings but I was never yours But now I'm gouging out your insides because you got to feel something Now I'm looking for an answer in this cold garden I'm living life in circles and it's coming apart for now I'm lost Searching for an answer but I know it's going to happen again Just close your eyes and you're already there But if you won't stare then I won't stare You see me holding my ground, I know it seems unfair So if you're not there then I'm not there You will go away There's no point to pretend we've moved on I'll still be here to say it to you: "it's okay" There's no point to pretend