Ive tried and failed And it will happen again Its hard to find a path When you know how it will end In my mind The grass was greener on the other side But I couldn't get there Until I tried Afraid to try Afraid to fail Afraid to change But we're all afraid For so long I let it take control I let self doubt Grab ahold How could I? Could I get away? From that place I built Where I felt so safe. The days I waited Waited for a change The weeks I waited But it never came The months I waited Waited for a change The years I spent waiting But it never came Until I tried Until I failed Until I changed Things just stayed the same