Hiding out in the back of the parking lot A thousand choices that I probably should've called off Fixate on every little thing I don't eat, I don't sleep, I don't do anything Lately I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying And if I'm being real, I don't even mind Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine ♪ Obliterated and I'm standing on this landmine On auto-pilot I dial her parents' landline Better or worse, she always tells the honest truth She says life is unkind But then again, so are you Lately I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying And if I'm bеing real, I don't even mind I was holding back 'causе I just couldn't decide Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine I've got all I need Except a way to sleep at night Pushing through the deep I've got all I need but still Lately I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying And if I'm being real, I don't even mind I was holding back 'cause I just couldn't decide Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine (woo!) You're never totally fine I'm never totally fine We're never totally fine Lately I've started to feel like I'm slowly dying And if I'm being real, I don't even mind I was holding back 'cause I just couldn't decide Whether I'm at my worst or I'm totally fine