I've been blessed with shit luck There are some things that'll never change I've been strung out and fed up With the strain I get a little more nervous every day I just wanna be something Never thought I'd be nothing at all And it feels like I can't win I'm growing up, and I'm giving in And it's starting to hurt And it feels like I can't win I couldn't wait to be alone again And I'm getting worse Say I never try, but you know I do I couldn't live with my 9 to 5 And I'll regret what I did to you My whole life No matter what I do, I can never get anything right I just wanna be something Never thought I'd be nothing at all And it feels like I can't win I'm growing up, and I'm giving in And it's starting to hurt And it feels like I can't win I couldn't wait to be alone again And I'm getting worse I might die of this boredom If you don't kill me first ♪ Chalk it up To apathy I had every chance I had every opportunity That I could want And I ruined 'em all I had every chance Never thought I'd be nothing at all ♪ And it feels like I can't win I'm growing up, and I'm giving in And it's starting to hurt And it feels like I can't win I couldn't wait to be alone again And I'm getting worse I might die of this boredom If you don't kill me first