Why do I feel out of place In my own outer space? It took so much of me to lift my body up today. I thought of something strange Then I cast it from my brain. I spun around until I was too bizzy to complain. I wish that I could fall in love again, And see the world for what it truly is. But I can't remember how So my shadow leads me now. With steady blind devotion I never have to leave my house. And when my chest keeps heating up, And when the air won't reach my lungs, I'd throw my hands up to the sky but I can't reach far enough. I wish that I could fall in love again, And see the world for what it truly is. I wish that I could fall in love with anything, One more time, Anything. And I hope you never see me like the way I see myself, And I shattered every mirror in my house, But it still hurts like hell. So here I go again, Such a struggle to begin. I'll rewrite every word until I can't feel anything