I'm intoxicated beyond all belief I'm so sedated yet there's still no release Tensions rising they're out of control I've got to find a remedy Oh god wont someone help me please The nights are sweet, but it gets much worse Feed me pills to keep me calm I've lost my mind inside these walls You taste so sweet but it gets much worse Who am I supposed to be When the world I know ceases to be Should I crawl out of this shell I've built Or realize all I've built is my own hell Should I just walk away Should I change something These bad habits are all I'm dealt When will I know where is a way out And now I've compromised The only thing that I've ever liked And now shes gone again, and how will I ever live with this I cannot take this agony Oh god won't someone help me please Tear me open and break me down Feed me pills to keep me calm I've lost my mind inside these walls This is all I've known This is all I've known Go Am I the man I'm supposed to be Is this really something to die for If i should stumble who'd be there to save me No one, because at the end of the day I'm so sick of people giving up