You're so sick You're infecting the weak You're making excuses for all your mistakes You waste of skin You remind us all No matter how high we become We crash to the ground You've had the devil inside you You've been carrying scars for most of your life Until finally you found a way to push it down Bury it so you could function That is until it's no longer effective Skewing your perspective A new way to fly Your narcissist narcotic killing the signals That something is wrong You're going home Endorphins Serotonin Dopamine Unnatural balance Chemistry irrevocably altered To feed it into your blood Making you feel an ignorant sense of safety Your skin aches for more Your mind is not there Now in a haze of nothingness A black hole You're getting sucked in to the innocent facade of your bad drug Scratching the itch doesn't make it go away Your insignificant problems Are pushing you into the ground till you drown Take one Let it go No love No remorse Driving a wedge between you and your friends Spirit bent to the will of the chemical Drink up Let it go Your blood Cannibal No one to save you from sins of your past Elusively pleasure deprives your heart Take it Let it go Hatred No remorse Neuron overload Cell death Addiction Plastic Melted down Dark path Walked alone Mutate chromosomes Sucked in Overdose You've withered away frail ghost for your bad drug You have not been listening Unable to change Stuck in your ways Allergic to hope Rotting creed There is no solid ground Spouting lies You're dead inside The sickness has left you with nothing to hide You're spiraling down No way out You're nothing without your bad drug No faith in yourself and none to shepherd you to the end Realization of your imminent demise sinks in Your body dying the poison is from within Life leaves you behind Your only friend To be with your bad drug