I want be torn from this pain beneath my skin
Cleansed from this disease of being human
Never did I ask to be housed inside of this husk of flesh
Now let me heave in my apocalypse
Take me back to the enduring darkness
Unhoist my broken neck, dispose of this carcass
I am pleading before the gates of Dis to let me in
All I have to offer is my dismal end
Just because I am not dead doesn't mean that I'm alive
Here I am, a hollow shell
Desolation is all that seethes inside
I'm so obsessed with death, all I can taste is my demise
My heart is severely numb, my emotions remain paralyzed
Oh, how my self loathing thoughts quickly quell what's left of me
Aiding in my escape from this living catastrophe
Succumbing to a natural suicidal state of mind
I'm anxious to decay, and perish far from all mankind
I'm eager to be bloodless, astray without a care
Exiled from this unsought world, absent from mortal despair
Flirting with my extinction, for in this hell I'm dispossessed
A still breathing corpse sustained by a borrowed breath
Into a vast oblivion, I long to come undone
As I step up to this noose, from my death I shall no longer run
I see no hope, just an auspicious rope
Within it's clutch I'll place my throat
Then hang myself until I fucking choke out every trace of air
Leaving none to spare, this unwanted life
My wellbeing I sacrifice
Seduced by the noose
May every memory be erased
My presence I shall now forsake
In peace I suffocate
I've chosen to return back into the dust from which I came
For I belong to the ebon night, without cease, I hear death calling my name
I strangulate this identity without any mercy or any shame
Just a sigh of relief as my eternal absence I embrace