Maybe we should just, pretend we don't exist
Pretend this isn't it, 'cause I don't want to
Reminisce in memories no more, no more
Truth is, I'm not afraid to be alone again
I know it never ends, but this time
I feel better than I did before, before
The grass is always greener on the other side
I see it but what, what if I get there and it's dead?
What if it's all just in my head no, no?
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
Always thinking it'd be better here without you
I just wanna feel a little more than I do right now with you
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
But you'rе coming up like maybe you don't want me to
All I еver did was try my best loving you
I'm such a fool
I'm just holding bad-
Funny that I just, I let you take my hand
I shouldn't have let you in and
I've been running circles, didn't want to let go, let go
Do you think I could change?
'Cause I don't know the truth, so how could I refuse?
Every time I'm running back again for more, for more
The grass is always greener on the other side
I see it but what, what if I get there and it's dead?
What if it's all just in my head no, no?
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
Always thinking it'd be better here without you
I just wanna feel a little more than I do right now with you
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
But you're coming up like maybe you don't want me to
All I ever did was try my best loving you
I'm such a fool
I'm just holding bad-