Oh hell, it's coming back again
This is a torture I cannot explain
I'm tryin to control myself
But there's no way to win
Against my obsession
My brain is trapped within
Should I go back or one step further
Should I wash my hands just 10 times harder
Should I look back or 10 yards further
Should I turn off, turn on the light
Till I go blind
This is the force of the obsession
Testing the limit of my frustration
I don't know why I do this
No one can deal with my habits
No, it's not a sickness
I just need to spit it out
Is my future gonna be better
One step, two steps
Walking back
Counting lines
Those are my tools.
Symmetry, mess, craziness
Look ahead
Look behind
Light on, light off
Clean hands, obsession, dirty mind
This is the force of the obsession
Testing the limit of my frustration
Do you see what's putting my mind in pain
Would you please dissect some of my brain?
Confusion, obsession, compulsion
Feel myself
I can feel it comin