I visualize My future - fleeting This malady Cure misleading Fiction kills me She whispers softly Fiction kills me As carnage engulfs me You push and pull me In and out again I always wonder why this happens to me All the signs are right in front of me But I don't want to see Oh no No matter what you do to me I always find myself crawling back to Every time I fall it's just like Staring into your dead eyes for the first time I've fallen for you again The same descent in new skin You push and pull me In and out again So quick to forget It's all in my head I always wonder why this happens to me All the signs are right in front of me But I don't want to see Oh no I'm tracing footsteps Unmasking a mindset It all stems back To my violent regret I'm tracing footsteps Unmasking a mindset It all stems back To my violent regret I've fallen for you again The same descent in new skin I always wonder why this happens to me All the signs are right in front of me But I don't want to see Oh no No matter what you do to me I always find myself crawling back to you Back to you I keep crawling I keep crawling back Crawling back to you