Feel like I'm gonna explode
Never asked for this life
But I'm tryna figure it out anyway
Never wanted this life
Just make it go away
They say take it day by day
Don't they understand it doesn't work like that
So I try to numb the pain
The pain that fucking swallows me from the inside
So fuck your day by day
Feel like I'm losing my brain
You can't numb this pain
Feel like I'm going insane
My chest is hurting
My teeth are splitting
I want my eyes to stop working so I cannot see this through
I'm breaking down
Feel so alone like I can never work this out
I try and drown out all the sounds
No matter what is always seems to drown me out
Let's flip this down
And figure out how I can get myself out now
Let's flip this how
To end my life seems like the only road now bound
Feel like I'm gonna explode
Never asked for this life
But I'm tryna figure it out anyway
Never wanted this life
Just make it go away
Bitch
I don't want you
To know the real truth
I can't have you
Feel the way I do
You just don't get
The way I'm tormented the pain is constant
And I've had enough
My chest is hurting
My teeth are splitting
I want my eyes to stop working so I cannot see this through
Listen up you stupid motherfuckers
Don't tell me it'll be alright
Until you've stood in my shoes
You just won't get it