I've tried a thousand times To drink your face out of my mind I can't erase those emerald eyes The way they looked at me When we were broke and 23 Underneath the California sky Nice to know you're getting by Why do I even, even try I can't help this Shadow sickness I lie awake at night Wishing for a different timeline When you and I are side by side Listening to records that We used to spin like every night Mouthing out the loud parts line by line Nice to know you're getting by Why do I even, even try I can't help this Shadow sickness Try as I may, can't help but to Stay inside all day Thinking about the one who got away Really nothing more that I can say I can't help this Shadow sickness Nice to know you're getting by Why do I even, even try I've tried a thousand times To drink your face out of my mind