After all the thunder was gone And the sun soaked up the rain My heart still felt the sting of a blade That was left in its place I know it's hard to believe When you relieve the pain there still remains the shame I'm not where I thought I'd be But I know that I'm free We walked the line Our vengeance was blind But was it ever really earned? Maybe in a farther state of mind You were no enemy of mine You can't suppress your regression When you are doomed to be enslaved I guess that begs the question Was I worth being saved? I'll no longer wait for your peace And for forgiveness I won't beg The days of me being down on my knees Can be left behind instead