It's so fucking hard to understand
Why I'm always waiting for you here
I wanna stop this war inside my head
I wanna leave this fear surrounded by death
It's so fucking hard for me to explain
How I fell in love if I had pay
This madness gonna take me straight to hell
It's ok for me if I'll find her there
I'm gonna start to walk, to walk away
I want to find the purple light to stay
Oh yeah, I need you, fucking need you
Fucking need you, need you here
I need you fucking here
It's so fucking hard to understand