Used to say words over and over again I tried every aspect to formulate it, to concentrate it Make me read up all It's no form of poetry It's my truthful diary Why would not fear Why would not steer I love you, but I hate it here I spend, I yearn I mend, I burn Still, why can't I ever learn? ♪ I've seen your face before I've seen you cry before My insults span from black to white It's a dusty shit I write But what I say is who I am Yet another castle made from sand I kick it down to clear my mind Tomorrow work my head through the grind I would not fear I would not steer I love you, but I hate it here I spend, I yearn I mend, I burn Still, why can't I ever learn? I walk I fear I love you, but I hate it here I spend I yearn Still, why can't I ever learn? Hatred Beast Please don't be laughing One more likely The dark supply Once again I'm in this armchair With that need to stroke that black hair One two three times I tried two times My stories bruised my grandiose high ♪ I would not fear I would not steer I love you, but I hate it here I spend, I yearn I mend, I burn Still, why can't I ever learn? I walk I fear I spend I yearn Still, why can't I ever learn?