I tried to be strong and I tried to stay calm I answered their questions and answered them wrong I say why do I have nothing left in me Battered and torn, I was beaten and scorned I struggled with guilt where it didn't belong I say why do I have nothing left in me Blame your life and blame your chances Put it down to their defences Battle lines and pure invention They'll destroy your best intention As long as they're in control How can we possibly know Where we'll go or where it all will end You want to be kind and you want to be true You probably believe that they want it too I say why do I have nothing left in me With peace in your hands and with peace in your heart You try to give love: they try just to start I say why do I have nothing left in me Blame your life and blame your chances Put it down to their defences Battle lines and pure invention They'll destroy your best intention As long as they're in control How can we possibly know Where we'll go or where it all will end Where we'll go or where it all will end So I sit here and write: I refuse now to fight I gave all I had: they took what they liked I say why do I have nothing left in me And one day there'll be truth and one day they will see It'll all be too late and they'll probably blame me I say why do I have nothing left in me Blame your life and blame your chances Put it down to their defences Battle lines and pure invention They'll destroy your best intention As long as they're in control How can we possibly know Where we'll go or where it all will end As long as they're in control, how can we How can we possibly know Where we'll go or where it all will end Where we'll go or where it all will end "Nothing Left in Me" is a song by Damian Wilson.