It feels like drowning in sadness The emptiness the fear the pain in my mind About a decade of anger in my frozen soul Will I ever get old? Calamity ... calamity trapped in my body Couldn't ever get out At the horizon is fading a perpetual sound A depressive season with no end in sight A mental cage like a grave With nowhere to hide Thoughts driving in circles through my brain On and on and again and again When the night has come I am the lonely one Alone with me and myself With my restlessness At the point of no return of my live ... Calamity there is still the time to set my mind free ... calamity Leaving all the fears threw them away ... calamity Falling forever - can you hear the cries of dismay? Calamity ... calamity choir ... calamity Did I deserve this? What have I done? A deeper slumber And the tears are gone Sinking down from heaven above Like a leaf from a tree All hope is gone The candle burns A light I can see This is how its used to be The rain is over The pages are turned The lessons of life That I have learned Calamity ... calamity ... calamity ... calamity