Still I can hear the calling It makes me afraid, what will be? My fear has gone several ways, I'm sure I have not failed I see the world with different eyes Will I see (the) light of day again? All this pain now is mine, (This) is the awakening of a second life I tried to touch what I had seen When I travelled in my world of dreams I was never asked to be The horror begins far beyond belief When my mind falls asleep, In my dreams there's darkness so deep When I thought that's the end, My life returned with time to spend The only thought in my mind Is to leave my sorrows left behind There's nothing to see but so much to feel My soul was laid to rest It's me, the grotesque! My demise waits for me I got isolated from my inner self Words can build walls of silence I'm living with eyes so blind Still I can hear the calling It makes me afraid, what will be? My fear has gone several ways, I'm sure I have not failed I see the world with different eyes Will I see (the) light of day again? All this pain now is mine, (This) is the awakening of a second life It's me, the grotesque!