Melancholic thoughts You have shared hopeless moments of profound sorrow Confused, knowing with not where to turn, how to act I was so tired I didn't have enough strength to live Hoping this will be my last night within this prison walls Rejecting people and getting into melancholic thoughts I believe it is called despair, Father But those ideas are those that signify fear and alienation I believe it is called despair, Father But those ideas are those that signify fear and alienation You have shared hopeless moments of profound sorrow Confused, knowing with not where to turn, how to act I was so tired I didn't have enough strength to live Hoping this will be my last night within this prison walls Rejecting people and getting into melancholic thoughts I believe it is called despair, Father Fear and alienation Father You have shared hopeless moments of profound sorrow Confused, knowing with not where to turn, how to act I was so tired I didn't have enough strength to live Hoping this will be my last night within this prison walls Rejecting people, rejecting people It might have to do with past life trauma All those years I spent believing I thought that one day it whould have been better I believe it is called despair, Father