Where the fuck are you? Won't you feel what I'm going through Why won't you feel So much Fucking bullshit So much attentions Then I saw you leave A liar An impostor How could I Fall for your mischief So many nights I spent gazing at your lies I close my eyes Hoping to see you under a different light A liar You're an impostor You deserve to be alone You deserve to suffer You used me as a fucking toy Everything you made me believe Is now destroyed Here I stand alone How could you make me believe it is all my fault Here i stand alone It is not my fault It is all your fault Shitty attitude Wanting to be in control It is all your fault Shitty attitude Wanting to be in control It is all your fault You lead everyone into your trap of fake kindness and attentions And then leave making them feel like it's their Fault That they're not interesting enough to be with you just Because you are to much of a coward to admit that Your life is so shallow that the only way That you can fill your hole is by gaslighting someone You got hurt in the Past but you choose to follow the same path of your perpetrator You could've been better than this Yet you decided not to Gaslighting It is not my fault Gaslighting You just wanna have my life under your control Gaslighting It is not my fault Gaslighting You just wanna have my life under your control I hope you can escape The pain inside your heart that turned you this way I hope you can escape The pain inside your heart that turned you this way