Same mistakes Everyday again I think I get it But I don't Think I'm right Never been more wrong Empty life Wasted youth Distancing from everyone I knew I'm the only one responsible for this hell I'm going through Days Spent in my bed crying Nights Drinking just to be able to smile I wonder: " What can I do? " I wonder if I can make it through I wake up But I don't really want to I try to face my demons But I end up Doing everything they want I get dressed Go to work Faking emotions I don't even care anymore I get dressed Go to work Faking emotions I don't even care anymore Anger and self loathing The only two emotions that I can feel now For the rest, I'm completely fucking numb I can't eat I can't smile Rotting slowly In this nightmare of mine